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After the anger has passed
And there is only confusion
Only the questions remain
Like, how could she choose him
Over me?
I swear I gave her
Everything I had
And he only gave a little
Still...she broke my heart
Into itty bitty pieces.
Fragments of dreams
Held together by hopes.
Hopes... shattered
When I read the letter
She left on the nightstand
That ended with goodbye,
That ended with farewell,
That ended in so long.
But now the anger has passed
And there is only confusion.
Only the questions remain
Like why on earth did you choose him
And why didn't you have the heart to tell me
Face-to-face

That we could never be
I deserve that much
Not that soliloquy
On pad and pen
You coward.
If you love him then you love him
And we will never be, us, again
But then, if this is true
We never were.